"I Still Miss You"
It's been some time since you've been gone.
I thought by now I would be strong.
I think of you and shed my tears.
I wonder who will still my fears.
Your memories remain inside my heart.
My soul it seems to be torn apart.
You told me secrets I hold so dear.
I only wish you would be near.
I still miss and love you can't you see.
I wish to hold and talk with thee.
So many things I could not say.
And now you've gone so far away.
You taught me to in God believe.
You said he would always take care of me.
So take my hand and guide me there.
And save a place one day to share
Jimmy It’s been 4 long years of living without you. I wish I could hear your voice and see your smile or just sit down and talk a while There are so many things that remind me of you like the bright sun shining from the sky or a friendly hello from someone passing by maybe a songs that I hear and somehow know you are near A similar laugh or a joke you've told someone.’l think of you as I always do the entire day and whole night too But I know you will be here watching over me .If I had one wish today it would be that you my son are at peace. In my heart I know I will see you again and that is what keeps me going day by day. Until than please be by my side and keep sending me all the wonderful signs from above. I love you Jimmy

MY BIRTHDAY WISH / MOM
My Birthday Wish I wish I could hear your voice and see your beautiful dimples or just sit down and talk a while. There are so many things that remind me of you. If only my wish could come thru today it would be to be with you. Thinking of my last birthday with you and All you did was say Mom I’m so sorry I just want you to have the best birthday now life has taken another turn and I’m at another cross road and all the while I just want my old life back. I wish you were a little boy getting into trouble and always laughing about it. I wish I may I wish I could just be the mother I always wanted to be. See my children grown surrounded them with love and happiness. I guess that is not where I’m supposed to be.
So on my birthday I will be reminded that your not here to share it with me and oh how I would love to hear you say Happy Birthday Mom I Love You that would mean so much to me. But I know you will be here watching over me and in my heart you will always be.
So as for wishes I guess we can’t believe.
I Love You Jimmy… 
Hey Big Guy just thinking about your birthday you would be 25 what a wonderful age. My mind races with thoughts of what you would be doing. I think you would probably have a motorcycle and working at a great job maybe be in love and planning on a wedding someday than I wake up from my dream only to find you are gone. Gone too soon and my heart just breaks how could my beautiful son be gone missing another birthday. So as I do with each passing birthday I will cry for you and send off balloons to heaven with the hope that you can see them. I’m so sorry that I’m sad but Jimmy I miss you so very much just want a big hug from you again and to know that you are alright.
My thoughts are always with you and no one can ever take your place. On Saturday all your friend and family will celebrate your life at your golf tournament you would be so proud of all your friends and cousins what they are all doing with their lives. We all know you are giving them a helping hand. Shane has his master James is having another baby Matt is back in school Alex is in law school Annie is graduating and going away to college Nicky Dina Annie & Michele are getting married this year so keep smiling down on them.
So my handsome son PLEASE wait for me with open arms that is the day I live for to see my baby again.
Love you Aways
Mom & Dina

Yrs ago was the last time I saw UR face kissed U good night, We had a wonderful day & a special night together for the last time
Once Upon a Time:
Once upon a time
a beautiful little boy was born to me,
Jimmy brought so much joy and love
till his death.
My heart remains so heavy
since that day when My Jimmy died,
I know it’s weighted with more tears
that I have yet to cry.
Outwardly, I’m moving along;
you say, “that’s good to see”.
But you don’t know about the quiet times
when I’m alone with just his memoires
I think about Jimmy dieing
how I’ll never be the same
Sorrow is a part of my life,
it enters daily as I whisper his name.
Oh yes, I smile, I laugh,
and I go about my work each day
As I carry on with my life
I know in my heart I will see Jimmy again.
But that could be a very long time
I want so bad to see his smile and touch his face
Hear the word I love you Mom
Always the WHY always the tears
7 years is a life time to be without my son
